Hi ladies been having such bad days as you can tell from previous posts. Today I'm going out with friends and my partner for a meal and a film which will be lovely because I rarely get out. The only thing is today I though right il get up have a shower get dressed and try to go for a little walk in the sun as i didn't feel in too much pain. I go to get dressed and hardly anything fits I'm bolted and I look so big in everything, I have just ballooned since being on my contraceptive pill for 6 months without a break and I take depression tablets because of this dibilatating illness which I think cause weight gain, iv gone from a healthy 10 stone to 11 I just feel awful I feel like I'm going round in circles I can't stop my pill because I want it to help make me better, I need to take pain killers else I'm in pain and can't do anything as a normal 22 year old I just feel so trapped. It's so hot and I can't wear any nice clothes that I feel comfortable in. So I just got back in my pjs crying feeing is there any end?
Sorry for the moan ladies I just find this site so helpful so get things of my chest as you ladies understand. I hop everyone is doing as well as they can xx