I've been suffering so much with pain for so long and it's been especially bad since my Lap in November when they diagnosed severe endo. I've been working so hard at staying positive and just focusing on getting to my op which I was told would be mid April. I phone the hospital today to see if there is a date yet and I'm told they are running behind so more likely to be May now. I just feel so deflated, I've been off work since the end of jan, I really can't stay off for the whole of April so I'll have to try and get back on reduced hours or something. I hate the way Endo controls my life and the way we are just a number to the NHS not a person who is unwell.