How nuts is that? That I am actually hoping it is Endometriosis!!? I got a call yesterday offering me a cancellation for next Monday-the day we were going on holiday!! We have cancelled the holiday-gutted, but couldn't pass up the chance as It is at a BSGE centre with the surgeon I wanted. So much rides on this 1st lap, not least my sanity. After two years with severe daily back, left hip and sciatic pain I just don't think I can handle being told they didn't find anything. 5 days of the week I am certain I have Endo, the other two I question whether I have invented the pain and maybe it doesn't exist at all...Do/did you have this worry with your first lap?