I had excision surgery on Tuesday at Oxford. I was discharged wed and feel like my emotions are getting out of control. I am a smoker and haven't smoked since Tuesday. I literally can't stop crying, I hate everyone, everything and feel hysterical. What the hell is wrong with me, I know post op blues can happen and nicotine withdrawal but this is almost suicidal.
Endometriosis is a long journey and it's made me angry I think, angry that no doctors seem to understand, friends and family don't understand, I just feel like I want/wanted to someone to understand. I went to the hospital thinking I was going somewhere I was understood but in the end I just felt rushed through.
Now the endo's removed and now what, is it normal to feel like this. I thought I'd feel happy. X