Not sure if I just need a rant or what going on with me. Took me nearly three years to get a diagnosis after being told frequently its all in my head, I am being anxious etc i am sure you have all heard it. Then I got my diagnosis for laparaoscopy in September 2015. Confirming endometriosis, they found adhesions and a chocolate cyst. I am only 19 nearly 20 and I have one child who started school this year. Some may say it would be silly of me to have another child so young but I am in a stable relationship and I dont want to take any chances, me and my partner have been trying for 8 months but had no luck so far. I know if all fails I should be grateful I have my son but I had a very hard pregnancy I had a lot going on as a young person living with a alcoholic mother who had domestic problems we had the social involved and i literally had to fight to prove I wasnt going to be like her. I would like the chance to experience pregnancy with my new family. I know it may sound silly to some people. Anyway, I am 2 months post op and I am on my 2nd period which was been horrible I havent been able to do anything. Even during the month it is all so bad. I suffer with bad bladder pain, after getting constant tests they shove me on antibiotics which do nothing. I am waiting for a camera test to look into my bladder though. I literally couldnt move and would scould myself with the hotwater bottle just to ease my pain. Paracetomel does nothing, I just wanted something to stop the pain. Then day 2 even though my period was late (Always get my hopes up its going to be a positive test) I now have the period pain and the bladder pain which is not a good combination. I also have had odd bowels for a while now, no one listens to me but I sometimes get blood and always get mucus. Drs say IBS as usual. Gyno wanted me going for more tests but gp didnt follow up referrral...I also have very sore lump in my breast which I got before when I was on the pill but havent had since that which is odd as Im not even on the pill anymore. Everything just gets me so down, I dont even think I have accepted that I have this condition at such a young age, I come from a big family and none of the women have any problems. Then I start thinking if I did something wrong to deserve this. I have had to stop working because I am not myself anymore, I have no motivation or energy to do anything. Yet I am trying to control this condition, possbily concieve, work, look after my child and house, think about University and it is all too much! Am I even within my rights to ask for a fertility test? Even if it would ease my mind. I just dont think i was given enough information at my consultation. Sorry for such a long rant. I just feel hopeless and if there is actually someone out there who can actually say to me 'I know' and really mean it it may just make me feel a little less alone.