Hi everyone, so it's the half term again, been running around for 2 days now, Monday sat for 3 hours on uncomfortable chairs at a soft play place and yesterday drove to a ski slop only 30mins away and stood watching the boys wiz down a fake snow hill, on a rubber ring, all very lovely, but it's resulted in me feeling like crap again this morning,
Why does it play up so much after such little activity, last year I would have been wiping down the hill with them,
I feel like an onlooker in my own life, I have 3 very active sons, thankfully, they are all old enough to look after there selfs to a certain degree, I don't no how you ladies with small children cope, I take my hat off to you, I'm just the cabbie now not actually a participant in the activities, we where going to go to the woods today with the dog, but I think that is just one more thing I'll have to let them down on, keep letting people down and cancelling plans gets very tiresome and upsetting,
Please hurry up with my appointment I soo desperately need to now what's happening in my body, keep all your fingers and toes crossed for me that I'll get that all important phone call to book me in for my laporosopy, and finally I'll know what's wronged with me, xxxx
Enjoy your day ladies