Help! I'm constantly scared to kiss or be near my partner incase it leads to sex which is painful! It never used to be like this our sex life was great now it's non existant I'm only 23 been with my partner 3 years and live together got diagnosed 6 months ago endo is covering my bowel, uterus is attached to my bowel and my left overy attached to my uterus. I'm on the pill constantly no break my other only option is major surgery to detach my bowel from my uterus but I will end up with a stoma bag. I also suffer with water infections. I feel awful on my boyfriend I can't give him what he wants were only young and I feel like it's pushing us away I'm scared to be affectionate incase it leads to sex and hurts or I just point blank refuse and we end up rowing over it. He knows what's going on he knows when I'm having a bad day and I'm in pain and exhausted from either the endo or my pain killers making me tired etc but it's ruining our relationship I'm either grumpy, tired or in pain and take it out on him and he's frustrated and fed up help!!