Not posted or been on for a little while but I'm feeling like it's all finally become real and I'm finding myself getting really emotional all the time.
My background is that I had my diagnosis lap in August where they found severe endo covering my bladder, bowels, left ovary and pelvic wall. They couldn't do anything because the bowel endometriosis looked to be deep infiltrating so my surgeon and chosen team will be doing as much as possible in my next lap.
i have just had my MRI to see how deep my bowel endo is and all of a sudden just hit me how scary this is. When I first had pains I had no idea that it would come to this. Everyone thinks I'm being really brave as it's all been a bit of a blur this year but I'm starting to panic and I'm scared to tell anyone.
Can anyone with Bowel involvement - however small or big - tell me about their experience?
Would be a big help.