Just using this as a place to let out my anger. I had diagnostic lap 3 weeks ago which has confirmed the endo they removed last year (4cm lump) is back. Now the constant pain and ache has started up again and I have constant nausea which is getting worse. Saw a Dr last night whose given me some anti sickness tablets and also confirmed some of my back and leg pain (this has been since surgery, different to my endo back and leg pains) is most likely sciatica from the way I was handled in surgery. I just feel so much anger towards my endo. I had an observation at work yesterday which didn't go as well as I'd hoped and I just feel like screaming out in frustration give me a break I hurt, I constantly feel like I want to throw up. My periods are irregular as I also have PCOS. My surgeon wants me to get pregnant and we are actively trying but I have no clue the pattern of my cycle and when I ovulate. I want my period to start then I can use monitor to help this but I also know I have excruciating pain to put up with when it does. Just so tearful right now. Even the headache I get just before my period has been hanging around for the past week. I hate endo. I hate it I hate it!