thanks to you all for your responses.
i am gonna see my doctor soon but am wondering if there might be a link between diabetes and clumsiness of lack of proper grasp.
i keep dropping thing, don't seem to assert distances properly when i am sitting, for instance, and don't FEEL awkward but am AWKWARD.
am not embarrassed and don't usually care what ppl thing about me.
but, anxiety and depression have been in my life since i was about 25.
thanks to present meds, ( ibilify, effexor, chlonazepam, etc...) , i am able to keep in check.
also, since the last couple of days, feel nauseous, have zero energy and feel more depressed than before.
could diabetes be the culprit?
thanks for your help.