Hi everyone and hope today is good for all of us here.
I know we are all suffering to some degree and I don't want to
Appear that my pain is greater.
I have appointment with my Psychiatrist this morning at 11am. I hope
I can be totally honest with him and tell him about these horrible repetive
Guilty type thought. I feel so burned out and feel I never relax. Mostly I am so
Sick of listening to me saying how bad I am feeling.
I feel that my few friends are tired of me too. They probably find it too much and
Who could blame them. Maybe I need to stop fighting my mood.
I have no family support and rarely see them. Last night I felt totally
Suicidal and immediately went to Tesco for milk etc to break that impulse.
Thank you all here for your love and support and I hope that I too even in a tiny way
Have helped someone here.
Will let you know how I get on at Appt. . This Dr. Has know me for twenty years.
I enclose a little photo of my Cat Luna. She sleeps in this plastic box beside sink.