Hello, thanks for reading. In 2007, I began experiencing IBS symptoms at the age of 18, shortly after the birth of my child. I visited GPs many times, but I wasn't really given any tests (other than for coeliac) and they prescribed medication.
Fast forward to 2016/17 and I began experiencing diarrhoea after eating which was more watery and more frequent than it had been. I also noticed a little bit of blood occasionally. GPs told me it was IBS and internal hemorrhoids (without examining me) and again gave me medication. I kept pushing and they finally referred me to gastroenterology. The first test they did was a calprotectin test which came back as 200. This was repeated a couple of months later and it was over 2000. Long story short, after a clear PillCam and failed colonoscopy, my level dropped and I was discharged.
In 2019, my levels came back as around 100 twice and I went back to gastro, who told me it was nothing to worry about.
In January this year (2021) at the age of 31, I felt fine but saw blood in the toilet after passing stool. Did another calprotectin which was 2030. Attempted colonoscopy again, but this failed again due to pain (even with sedation). They took biopsies from the area they got to (up to the first big of the sigmoid) and it all came back as clear.
I did another calprotectin test in April, and that came back as 2300.
I have spoken to another gastroenterologist who is an IBD specialist. She was very thorough and told me that it sounds like IBD, but that due to the lower bowel looking clear and biopsies being normal, it's pretty much ruled out UC and microscopic colitis. So she's thinking crohn's.
I'm now terrified that it has been IBD since 2007, and that as it's been untreated, it's progressed to cancer. I have read that after 10 years of symptoms, 3% of people with IBD will develop cancer - and that is presumably with treatment too. So because of this, after symptoms have existed for 6-8 years, you should get a colonoscopy ever 1-2 years. I have potentially had this for 14 years I also noticed some blood mixed in with my stool a couple of times recently which looked like small bits and one bit looked like it has almost skin attached, so I'm scared that was a bit of an ulcerated tumour. I have also had tenderness in my upper right (where my liver is) for months which prevents me from lying on my left due to the pain. Also, I have been alcohol-dependent for 10 years (drink about half a bottle of wine every single day, often more at weekends). So I feel like I'm pretty much guaranteed to have bowel cancer.
The gastro has ordered a CT of my small bowel and I think large bowel too so she can see the part that they have struggled to get through during colonoscopy, so I just have to wait for that. But I'm so scared and angry (that I wasn't referred sooner) and guilty/ regretful (for drinking too much).
Not sure why I'm posting. I guess I was hoping to hear from others who have taken a long time to be diagnosed but didn't have cancer. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
TL;DR - Scared I have bowel cancer due to long-time undiagnosed IBD and drinking too much alcohol. (Stopped the alcohol now btw).