So today, I took that step. I left my house this morning at 6.45 under cover of darkness, wrapped up like a plump middle aged ninja, and began my epic journey ...... round the block.
Well it's a start isn't it? I did not bring Laura with me, I just wanted to walk and run once round the block to see how I felt. I did not want to set myself up for a long 20 minute workout, or take myself a mile or so away to the park. I just wanted to overcome my main hurdle - leaving my house and running outside, by doing one lap of my block, walking and running. I was out for a total of 7 minutes and 6 seconds - most of that just walking. But I am happy I did it.
It was quiet outside. It was just in between dark and light and barely a soul out there except me. No annoying gym music, stale air, monotonous pounding. It was lovely and fresh and relaxing. I ran an easy minute and stopped, walked, did another. I was pleased at how simple it was for me compared to my earlier attempts to run outside. I enjoy that time for running - and I will just stick to running round and round my block for now until I get bored and want to go further afield.
I definitely like that time for running, and starting the day with a run - it has put me in such a positive mindset. After my run, breakfast and school run, I went to the gym and did strength training. My goal is to eventually build up to running the 1.8 miles to the gym, do my workout and run back. But for now, it's small steps for me!