Just felt like I needed to let off some steam to fellow c25kers
I have really enjoyed the programme up until this week. Yes other weeks have been hard but I have managed them with a bit of pushing and felt so great afterwards
But this week has been so so difficult. I've gone from feeling 'yeah I can do this' back to 'fat arse wiggling and not getting anywhere' mentality. This of course is not helped by me not achieving the 20min goal of run3 on Wednesday. I know its daft, but I've got this block now about going out for a run as I just seem to feel like a fat bird huffing herself around and giving up, rather than oh runner who's doing really well.
I know on paper I've made huge progress and my body is changing in some really fab ways since doing the plan but today I am just really struggling with the whole concept, let alone getting my trainers on for a run.
Part of me thinks to go back to a run where I feel in my comfort zone and build up a bit of a confidence again (like wk5 r1) but then I feel like I'm chickening out of the big r3.
Oh wobble wobble.