Thank you for all of your encouraging comments and likes. I am amazed at myself - can this continue?
A brief summary: I decided to try week five. If it is all in the mind, all I have to do is keep going and believe that I can. Run 1, three bursts of five minutes? How can I do that after only doing bursts of three and five? Then I did.
But I can't possibly run for eight minutes, not yet. Then I did. Two bursts of eight minutes in which the biggest problem was breathing - and distracting thoughts about how to change the music in the podcasts. I havent figured that out yet, but maybe it isn't a big deal.
So I have got to where I could not have imagined - Week Five, Run no2, a total of 16 minutes running. So far, no injuries but the shoes must take credit for that too, and a sort of emerging rhythm or technique: trust your legs, maintain pace, and relax, relax, relax...
Tomorrow is Week 5 run 3. 20 minutes continuously. I don't think I can do it unless the air warms a little, but I have thought that every time so far. There must be an upper limit to this.
I told a friend that I don't like being in competition with other people, and he said, the only competition that is worth having is competing with yourself. There may be some truth in that.
Tomorrow then. Already I am bracing myself not to be sad if I fail. Let's see.
20 minutes is four more than I have run so far, but with no breaks. It is the break that I will miss perhaps. Its a huge thing to contemplate.