Thank you all for all the posts and much needed advice.
To be honest I started C25k on a whim as my other half started it. 2 of us started but only 1 of us finished. I have had one of my toughest years ever in life. Tried to start mindfulness to help but couldn’t sit still or switch off. Never believed running would become my own self support method. I have overcome my excuses of its too dark, it’s raining, my shoe laces are too tight to keep going, my hair is annoying me, I am too fat, I am too tired..... and for some reason I just kept going .... I have never achieved anything like this in my life before. I can’t tell you how much I found this forum a godsend. I have lurked for weeks and tried to reply and help others along the way. I wish I could have helped more.
To the admin and regular posters a huge big thank you. I owe you so much thanks.
To everyone running good luck. Enjoy the great runs and battle through those tough ones.
W9 r3 and 5k in 32.51 mins. I did it...... I really did do it........ and yes that’s me in my car hiding my bright red sweating face with fringe which has annoyed me every run scrapped back..... lol 😂