Thank you so much for your comments on my last post about my anxiety. I spoke to my boss yesterday and she was very understanding so I feel happier about taking this week off with the children now that I’ve acknowledged the way I feel and have set things in motion.
I don’t feel as fragile mentally today and I have decided that I am going to use running as self-help so as I don’t think I’ll get any running in next week (we’re heading all over the UK to visit friends and family), I wanted to get a run in this morning while son was at footy practice.
I worked out a 4k-ish circular route on plotaroute last night and headed off in an unknown area. It was hilly (of course!) and I realised when I got back to the start that I still had half an hour before son finishes and I had a nice straight undulating road stretching out in front of me - so I kept going!
I am so chuffed that I finally finally hit 5k running. It has always been my own self-imposed time limit that has stopped me from doing it before, just a sort of block on ‘I will for for a 30min run and then stop’ but now I know I can do it in 33mins on a hilly route, which is barely any more time than half and hour, I reckon 5k will be my regular run from now on. What a boost 👍🏻