I did it!
I still can't believe it! I am so proud that I was brave enough to go and try. I am so proud that I powered through the last 5 minutes of running. I am so damn proud of myself. This feeling is very rare for me.
Despite donating blood just 2 days ago. I was prepared to be much weaker and I was expecting heavy heart pounding. Despite short night and being a bit sleep deprived. Despite longer and hard workday.
I am amazed!
My dog was with brand new, shiny hand-free bungee lead. She managed to break the previous one during last run. We head of straight after my work. The first 10 minutes I was going slow, but somehow a bit faster than I was expecting to go. Well, in my head I was supposed to be slower than everything, so slow that if not globe rotation I would be going backwards. But, somehow, my slow snail pace was just slow. During the first interval I tired my dog, as we were running around football field (off-lead). For the second interval, I clipped her and we head of for small circuit in my village. The first 5 minutes were surprisingly good, with even faster pace than the beginning, with my dog running just next to me. Everything was perfect. Then, I got tired, then, extremely tired, and then barely alive. My dog used this for sniffing around and pulling me in different directions, as well as stopping. For a first time in a long time, I checked time, as I wanted to stop. I barely moved my lead-like legs. But the timer showed 1min30sec till the end. I decided to do just one more step, and then another, just few more seconds. I knew people survived way worse physical exhaustion, so decided to just power through the last neverending 90 seconds. And I did it!
We went home tired and very happy. I did full 40 minutes stretching, followed by laying with legs on the wall for almost 15 minutes. The long, very long warm shower, with lukewarm (I wasn't brave enough for cold) shower. Full bowl of warm filling dinner.
I am ready for my rest day.
Thank you for believing in me, giving me good and honest advices. Thank you for being here, reading my (sometimes lengthy) posts. Thank you for keeping me accountable. Thank you for all good words and support.
I am falling asleep with deep gratitude in my heart.