I did my local one, Clair, again. The hills are just horrible. After two weeks off running I hoped my legs would be fresh and happy to be moving again but I was very wrong!!!!
I'd appreciate other people's thoughts on a couple of things.
1. So, I tell myself that every uphill has a downhill and it should balance itself out. I'm not sure I actually believe that. The uphill is far more difficult than the downhill is easy.
2. Laps. Today I found it even more demoralising than normal that I've nowhere near completed my first lap when the super speedies come flying past me. Clair Parkrun is 4.5 laps so, always being one of the slowest, I constantly have people coming flying past me. Does anyone else struggle with this?
It got to the point where I was really tempted to just give up, sneak back, get my water bottle and go home without finishing but I gave myself a talking to and agreed with myself that even if I walked the rest of the course (I didn't) it would still be 5k and that I'd still be well ahead of the tail walker who was miles behind. I ran all the downhill, all the flat and the gentle bits of uphill. In the end, I actually beat my PB for that course and six people finished behind me. I'm proud of myself for doing it - because when I woke up this morning I really didn't want to - but it was so heinous!
Never fear, I'm not giving up on running, I'll get back on track and am still aiming for a 10k in the spring -