I know it seems blindingly obvious but I have suddenly realised that perhaps my struggle with c25k hasn't been as difficult as for other people. Not much of an epiphany but it just struck me that maybe I have had it relatively easy...not wishing to be self indulgent or to come across the wrong way but my reasoning is...
I'm not overweight, 5' 11", 70kgs, skinny with a bit of podge no major health problems, my job entails standing for 9 to 10 hours a day, lifting stuff and walking around a lot.
I have always taken the stairs rather than lifts wherever I am. I park on a side street away from work and walk the five minutes or so to avoid paying for parking. I walk quite quickly compared to most people...
So I think my baseline fitness was always greater than people who drive to work and then sit in front of a computer all day (no offence intended) or those who have major health problems and decide to start running for the first time.
I can't imagine how hard it must be for people to actually start from no exercise to the first few runs. And I can't imagine how hard it could be to run around with an extra suitcase of weight bearing down on your knees or to have started in your mid 50's, 60's or even 70's (again no offence intended). I only wish I had started this 20 years ago...
When I started at the end of June it was hard. Damn hard. I could walk easily but couldn't run 30 feet down the road without getting out of breath. The thought of running even a mile was a ridiculous, impossible dream! I huffed and puffed and wheezed and begged for the 3/5/8 minute runs to end, but maybe my struggle was nothing compared to other peoples'.
I've read loads of inspirational posts on here and cheered people on but am appreciating a lot more how much tougher it must be for some of you.
My journey to graduation has had its' ups and downs, I missed 3 weeks due to knee pain, whether that was the wrong shoes, not stretching enough afterwards or whatever, but I'm not finding the runs any easier although I'm trying to run a bit further and longer each time. The doubts are still there each time along with the desire to quit soon after starting, what helps me each time are the stories on here from those who have had much greater problems than me and have persevered and beaten their personal gremlins.
I suppose the outcome of this is to show RESPECT to all of you. Thanks for your posts. None of us thought we could run and now we are amazing ourselves every week!