Trying to build back up to 30minutes running after my 2weeks on the injury couch so set off today with Laura and the w9 podcast to keep me company. It was horrible! Despite Julie and Laura's best efforts I definitely wasn't feeling the love today. Almost 5minutes in with ragged breathing and the traitor voice in my head telling me to give up, I knew if Laura so much as opened her mouth to tell me I'd run for 5minutes and should be settled into a good pace, I'd want to give her a metaphorical punch in the head (we not so AncientMums can get a bit tetchy sometimes!)
Decided my only hope was to ditch Laura and leave her sitting on the roadside, so switched over to my own music, relaxed into it and felt the love flowing back.
Have no idea how long I ran for because I didn't take a watch but I managed 5.2k before I thought I probably aught to stop.
Equilibrium restored! No more thoughts of violence towards poor dear sweet Laura who's seen me through so many weeks of running. It's not you Laura, it's me. I just need some time on my own. Suspect I'm going to start obsessing about running playlists now!
Happy running folks, with or without Laura