Around two weeks ago I lost my nan who I was very very close with all of my life. A few months before her passing she was diagnosed with depression and put on antidepressants which appeared to make things worse for example, her mood and appetite which then spiralled out of her control and she became very weak.
Doctors said she had "given up" on life. For me I find this very hard to comprehend as she was very strong willed. I was wondering if anyone else has dealt with a similar situation?
Because it happened so so suddenly and it felt like me and my family were kept in the dark about her feelings (she was very private) I feel very isolated, numb and emotionless. I was wondering if anyone knows any way of getting out of this feeling. I feel that I need something to happen in order for me to have closure.
Any feedback or advice would be greatly appreciated at this time.