Hi guy been in a good mood today thanks to some positive need yesterday (don't worry I'm not counting my chickens just yet). I've felt a bit more like my old self even got a bit of a better appetite today.
The only problem is I've felt very anxious tonight. Because I'm feeling equal part optimism and pessimism about the whole situation. I just need Saturday to hurry up and get here so I can get this put to bed one way or the other. I know that how I've been treated isn't fair, but I don't think my ex is doing it intentionally to mess with my feelings and obviously she doesn't know the affect this whole situation has had on me the last few weeks. I'm just trying to chill with a calm tea in bed with a bit of TV before work.
Hope everyone is good.