Worried

Despite blood tests chest x,rays and ECG ,I still feel so lousy,every day I think ther giving up on me,iv felt bad for months if only I could wake up 1day and feel grt,it would. B so wonderfull,

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Hi meg

I no how you feel love , I have been feeling lousy to , told I have an infection , but I dont believe it !!! think its something alot worse , we just dont give ourselfs an easy time do we ?

Then I am walking round feeling so crap on antibiotics , worrying 24/7 thinking how ill I feel & wondering why , we make ourselfs feel ill , thats why , & the sensible side of my brain wants to say that , but the messed up side wants to tell me different & at the moment the messed up side seems to be winning !!!

Nobody on here will give up on you hun , we no what this is like , try to be reasured though your heart & everything will be ok , xrays , ECG , would have shown up something if there had been anything , more than their job would be worth if they had sent you home after doing them & saying nothing was wrong , its not easy but slowly we need to change our way of thinking & we will , little steps

Love

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Ye I koe,it's just iv felt rotten for so long just seem to dread every day coming,just wonder if it may b a virus ,that's allied can think of,but thank u for ur reassurance love xxx I know il find help here ,

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You will find help here meg , read the blogs & you will see you are not alone & people feel just like you & things have improved , keep posting & you will get lots of support & helpful suggestions

Love

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Thank u love,very much,all I ever want is to b well again xxx

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I no meg , we all do , & we will , how we got like this I am not sure , but with the help of each other & meds & counselling for some when needed , we will get there , dont give up , stay strong , keep working on it , take all the suggestions you can , & keep trying , it will come , be kind to yourself

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Il try ,hard as it is I will