I have never written anything like this before. But I am so anxious about everything I dont know what to do with myself.
I an becoming agrophobic and very depressed as the thing that makes me most anxious is car travel, or any travel really. I only work 10 minutes from home but am already anxious about going in the car to work tomorrow. (I dont drive). My husband is very good with me, but he wants to go away on holiday and I cant go in the car for more than 20minutes or so at the most, and I feel so guilty too. I feel as if I am the only one who feels like this. I just get horrible feelings of doom as if something awful is going to happen to me or my family. I cant stand dual carriageways or motorways.
I have been to the doctors a couple of times and am now on 10mg of citilopram which I have been taking for a month, but dont feel any better yet. I am relying on bach flower remedy when my anxiety level gets too high. I am also going for an assessment on Thursday, I hope they have a magic wand.