Omg went shopping today and my heart started beating really fast for no reason! Started sweating, shaking, feeling faint had to get out of there!
Now I feel like a fool??
Back to square one, things were going good up until today then boom!!
Was that a panic attack?! Took me all day to start feeling tight again! I'm tired of it now! My nurse said yesterday I'm doing well with this situation then this happens!
I screamed at my dad to take me to hodpital coz I'm convinced there's something seriously wrong with my heart!!
My tablets finish tommorow and I'm dreading it as someone told me finishing propranolol can cause you to get really ill.... ?? And I have to start work Monday!! My chest feels tight now I'm hot and I feel sick ????
Is my life always going to be this way?! I feel like an idiot, people looking at me when I'm out because I struggle to hear my dad say your fine its just an attack!
It didnt feel like an attack it went in for ages and was strong, I thought I was going to die right there.
Don't know what to do..... Was doing so well and now I've had a setback I feel like I'm back to square one. I feel so alone even though I'm surrounded by family!!
Was it just a massive panic attack or something more?!
I'm so confused x
Thanks for listening all
A tired and very upset h2b ???? xx