Well, its been 2 months since i started the fluoxetine and im finally starting to feel a bit better! Its been a mad rollercoaster these past few weeks, with losing my job bc of my anxiety/panic attacks made worse by the meds and then becoming depressed bc of whats happened. I do miss my job and being round the horses, it got me out of the house and less isolated, but hey, il go back one day when im feeling a bit more confident and ask for a few hours a week, ive got nothing to lose really have i. Ive not been out and about as yet, except the odd trip to the shop, which is literally next door, im still a little agoraphobic, but im going to force myself out one day, maybe tomorrow. Iv done most of my xmas shopping online, which ive had to wait in for deliveries, so there is my excuse for staying in lol. Yeah im lonely and isolated, got no friends and family i can turn to ( i.emy brothers and sisters, or my dad) they dont bother with me, mainly cos of my illness, so i dont really bother with them, to me the feel like strangers anyway.
Hopefully, things are picking up for me, fingers crossed x