When it all goes out of the window

[ellabella]

Hello, I am feeling quite anxious : ( I have been searching for reasons, which is probably the last thing I should be doing. I have had a lot on just lately and have found myself with lots of appointments to keep. This is my idea of hell. I have 3 different places to be on Friday and none can be changed. I don't drive and will have to go on the bus. As some of you are aware I don't find this easy. I feel as if I am having a jumble sale in my head!! Isn't this a ridiculous illness??? It can be here for so long and then gone for a short while....only to creep up again. I'm deep breathing like there is no tomorrow! all for the sake of 3 short trips that must be made. Crackers!!!

[Hidden]

Sending all my love to you...........................i cant give any advice as i dont know how you are feeling.

Just letting you know that i care.

Love Lou. xxxx

[Hidden]

Hi. ellabella. But you DID IT not so long ago. YES YOU DID!!! You are right about looking for reasons but you have given them. It's all happening isn't it? Can you bring into play the thoughts you had when you succeeded so marvelously a week or so ago? You know I wouldn't minimise your feelings. I know only too well. Keep at it. You have our love and our thoughts. jonathan.

[ellabella]

Hi Lou and Jonathan, for some reason, I have no idea what??? I was in a high anxiety state earlier on this morning and I do feel a lot better now AND more humble after the Remembrance Service. I will keep at it. Thank you for being there Love and Hugs xxxxxx

[Hidden]

Things in our life do humble us............for a brief time. At the end of the day we are living our own lives, nobody can change that, or the way we are feeling. Glad to hear you are feeling better.

love Lou. xx

[BriarRose]

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Love yah, hun!

Rose

xxxxx

[ellabella]

Love yah too Rose <3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I could just do a good dinner with us all and Jonathans wife or course and a good chat xxxxx

Wouldn't that be nice? x

[Hidden in reply to ellabella]

Hi. All. Yes! Roast spuds, Turkey, (not if vegetarian), Yorkshire pud, lashings of gravy followed by cheesecake and ice cream. Now I must go and rest, the thought of all those. goodies' has taken it out of me!!!!!!!! Bless you all. jonathan.

[BriarRose in reply to ellabella]

Oooh, I'm in - stuffing and cranberry sauce with the turkey, please! Jonathan, you can have my cheesecake, not keen - treacle sponge for me, please!

Love ya all

Rose

xxxxx

[Hidden in reply to BriarRose]

One treacle sponge coming up.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[BriarRose in reply to Hidden]

Thanks, Jonathan - with custard, I hope? xxxx

[ellabella]

Oh wouldn't it be luverley xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[BriarRose in reply to ellabella]

It sure would, Eliza! xxxxx

[suehh]

Such lovely people on here! So glad I found you all : )

......... mine's blackberry & apple crumble with icecream xxxx

[ellabella]

Aw bless you all. I feel so much better today! I think the world of you all xxxxxxxx

[rouri]

mine chocolate fondant with vanilla ince-cream yum

ella i hope you are feeling better hun

am at work and feeling darined and still monday

love u all

mwahhhhhhh

[Doucam]

Only just seen this, hope you are feeling better today ella xx

[ellabella]

Hi All , thank you so much for your concern. Tuesday now and going to make a real effort today. Looks like I need to stock the sweets store up too mmmmmmmmmmm xxxx