Nothing works...

Have been having an awful time...I'm so sick of living in this state constantly...I just want to feel normal and not worry about what my head is doing...I've started Mirtazapine yesterday and it makes me so drowsy...but I was in a right panic yesterday...about my brainfog..if I'm not worrying about that I'm worrying about my depression, anxiety, my boyfriend dumping me, how shitty life is, how it will never get better, how no matter what I do things just never get any different...and then I went to Halfords yesterday and there was an old man there and he said he's 88 and has been battling prostate cancer for 9 years but he's hanging in there...and it makes me feel ashamed for moaning...then today I found out my therapist went off on long term absence leave too and that really made me feel upset!! I was supposed to see her today and she has been my rock and now she's gone too...it made me feel really alone...

[Simonjc]

Believe me you are not alone, I have panick attacks and post natal depression and have fallen out with who I thought was a friend , who is now harassing me,My nerves are shot, im shaking my heads banging the doctor prescribed me diasepam last week and its the only thing as well as lager that calms me down, not only that this so called friend has turned another two against me, all three of them I have bent over backwards for in the past, and I to would like to know where I am going wrong, sometimes I feel like its the world and me.I have no appetite, last weel I ate 1 omelette in 3 days, I am forcing myself @ the moment to try and eat 1 thing a day, my husband can barely leave my side cause hes my lifeline and we have four children, my babys going in for an operation next week, Im always skint,etc etc etc

[milo1]

HI BLUE GIRL how are you finding the meds any improvement or is it too soon to tell dont beat yourself up all the time you will get better and stronger please remain positive i too look at all the elderly people and think the same remember there is nothing physically wrong with us we will get there i had a terrible dizzy spell today and i suprised myself i went out the garden to get the washing in left the pegs on the line purposley so i had to go back for them must have taken all of four minutes but the dizzy spell went because i worked with it and not against it x