health anxiety

[Skyblue7]

i had anxiety when my daughter was born but now i’m ok with her however my anxiety has turned to my health.. so i was told by a nurse go on the progesterone coil and had loads of side effects and come off to be put on the pill which wasn’t explained was the same but in pill form and had side effects again that lead to appointments and hospital. i am now off all forms of contraception and now use condoms. thru last year ontop of my daughter being in hospital and every week at doctors or appointments. this year i was admitted to hospital with hip pain and still suffering which i’m under the hospital still but with all the scans they did they missed doing my pelvis which i know is the cause of my pain and realised it was when i fell the docs don’t know this yet till i see them in march.. but because i lost faith in my doctors putting it all down to anxiety i don’t feel i can confide in them no more as they did fob it off and feel like they always use it as a excuse however my anxiety has gone to health now feeling like i’m going to die and just can’t chill as i’m uncertain about my pelvis pain and why i can’t feel nothing down there. most of the time it’s been appointments for my daughters speech and hearing and i have to wait till march 7th to see the hospital doc treating me.. i just feel like i’m going to die and can’t look forward to the future and my partner is frustrated as i can’t feel nothing down there i don’t want to lose my partner over this but i don’t know what to do i’m lost….. do i go to my docs and tell them or wait till hospital i don’t know what to do…