Hello, I know that many people struggle with anxiety, but I’m becoming so frustrated why I cannot recover. I have panic disorder and many physical sensations that I believe I’m going to just die suddenly. Think I’m having a stroke, seizure, heart attack etc that I will just die suddenly.
I see my regular doctor every 6 months and I am healthy. All tests are always normal. Good blood pressure and blood tests always. Have had many many heart tests completed and always normal. I eat well and workout 6 days a week. I’m in excellent physical shape and take care of myself. I do drink a little bourbon nightly, but within moderate amounts and doctor says is fine. I’m only 38, but just always feel the end is near.
I’ve tried medicine, therapy, programs through my work EAP program. Watching videos to help, CBT, reading many books, the DARE app and a few others. I’ve tried what seems like everything the past 5 years, but can’t seem to recover. It’s like clock work every day. I wake up feeling good, am as anxious as can be in the middle of the day and then relaxed in the evenings. Driving to anywhere anymore is a nightmare because a panic attack is almost guaranteed. It’s getting to a point where I’m starting to want to give up.
Does anyone have any other advice or tips to try and recover from this daily severe anxiety?