New and scared

[Colorado2]

So 1 week into this, it happened on a Saturday at noon I was trying to eat some food and it just came over me it was like my insides are shaking I didn’t feel like myself I talk to two doctors on call and finally 8 o’clock at night I went to the ER where they gave me lorazepam to calm me down they said I Had anxiety or a panic attack. in my 40 years I’ve never had anything like it they sent me home with medicine that made me so tired Monday morning I went to a doctor bawling my eyes out he gave me a different medicine to make me Not so tired. the second day I felt good I didn’t take it I was my normal self then today I had to take another one of them to calm me down Same feeling shaking inside and crying. Have an appointment to talk to a therapist in about eight days I ran a high stress job for 16 years and never had anything like this like But in May I quit my job moved Colorado to be a stay at home mom to my boyfriends kids then we moved to a different city I became sick with Covid ( I’m doing fine ) but now I have these issues of feeling of shaking in inside and feeling not my normal i’ve had bloodwork urine EKG everything is normal. I feel alone and scared anyone else like me ?😍😍