How do you regulate your social anxiety?
I just met someone who’s going to be my roommate at college because I guess I’m “ready” to move out. I have been freaking out about all of this for weeks.
Anyways, I just texted them and we exchanged a little intro about ourselves. I just feel worse about myself in reading about her. She’s super nice. But, she’s way busier than me.
I guess, I feel like I’m not as good because I’m not doing more than her - isn’t that sad? To what degree is life a competition? I’m already afraid she’s going to find out that I’m fake and not actually as good a student as her or as hard of a worker or something.
I wish I wasn’t constantly seeking external validation. 🤔😭