Its not that I have been anxiety free, but the breakthrough anxiety/panic has returned. Let me explain 'breakthrough'.. I am not on any daily regiment of medication, simply Xanax as needed. Breakthrough for me means super-disruptive, life-altering, out of no where ATTACK!!
This morning I was cleaning and singing, just fine and BOOM... shortness of breath, dizzyness, air-seeking, dry mouth, difficulty swallowing and life had to STOP. (side note: I have been to some of the best doctors in FL and I have NO underlying medical conditions so I have at least stopped going to the emergency room...) Does anyone else have this??
I mean totally nothing bothering me and now I had to take meds.. the shaking is when I know I have waited too long. Typing this helps, I know I am not alone. I also know that there are far worse ailments I could be suffering from, but anyone who says this is easy, has no clue.
I will keep fighting the fight....
xoxo-H