Hi everyone! I have Hashimoto’s (autoimmune disease that causes hypothyroidism) and since being diagnosed last year I have had all kinds of symptoms. I have been worried about having all kinds of ailments since then (MS, Lupus, ovarian cancer, thyroid cancer, brain cancer) and have had lots of bloodwork and tests done as a result (CBC, blood smear, head CT, MRI, pelvic ultrasound, etc.). So to make a long story short- I have been recently fixated on the idea of having lymphoma because I have a small swollen lymph node for 3 months that has been shrinking (and initially measured <1cm which internet says is “rarely a sign of cancer”). This really freaked me out and even though multiple doctors seem worried about it at all, it has caused me to compulsively check my lymph nodes multiple times a day. I also have had 2 friend’s parents (I am 34) be diagnosed with this in the past year.
So then I recently developed idiopathic hives that are being controlled by antihistamines. Well even though I read my Hashimoto’s is a very likely reason for the hives, I also read that people with lymphoma commonly get them. So now I’m freaking out again. Oh and I was given a steroid initially for the hives and at the same time it made me sweaty, a common side effect, but that worried me too (no night sweats, just more sweaty than usual).
My doctor doesn’t know what to do with me at this point. She already did a CBC and blood smear showing nothing abnormal and she says all she can think to do now is have me get a full body cat scan to “reassure me.” Well I’ve had a head CT recently for headaches and I am worried about the exposure to radiation. But even more so, while I know I will be relieved if it comes back clean, I know there is a substantial chance it could find something that will cause me more heath anxiety.
What should I do?