Will i ever get closure

[Leigh6873]

Iv been suffering anxiety for three years and have gone through so much to prove im not being funny not going to family parties as i was suffering agrophobia and constant panic attacks for a long time totally alone and have even gone to tribunal to prove to family i wasnt lying and the harrastment i had gone through had triggered the disorder and anxiety id never realised i had all my life due to alot of child operations its now been two years since seeing my sister and brother but seen other siblens on and off at mum or dad birthdays and its my sisters christening on sunday and even thow im on 300mg of pregabilin twice a day and 300mg of venlafaxine one daily but the dread and anxiety in belly is overwhelming and is prob worse due to family party on sunday How am i gonna get threw the day when they dont exept what my gad and agrophobia effects me kike it has and me trying to act normal when i know il never recover if they cant accept me and r stigmitised with mental health even though iv giv them all info im scared il feel betrayed again as they r the trigger to my fear and desperate for acceptance as before this we were really close sorry so long i was on pernisous anemea society when i first spoke over harrasment wen it happened thanks for letting me rant on here xx jg

[Brightfuture22]

Hi Leigh6873,

I am sorry to hear you have been through so very much. I can't say that you will or will not ever get closure, but I can tell you that you are not alone. Many of us who struggle with anxiety, panic, or depression wonder the same. I hope that your family can accept that this is real, not fabricated, and you cannot control it. Many people say things like "why don't you just act happy or stop the anxiety" those people don't understand that it doesn't work like that.

Wishing you happiness and peace,

💜 Ash