Currently having lots of worries and over thinking how will I be able to surpass my current situation. We are currently renovating our house and I have job opportunity to another country but I have to pay for the processing fee. I and my brother were financing our house renovation but he's currently on vacation and since he will get on board again by August, I currently shoulder the labor cost alone but my income is not enough, i've already cut all other expenses that I can manage.
I already tried to apply for the vacancy on the same country before but I withdraw it as I still can't afford and somehow I regret I didn't pushed through. I'm having hard time at my current work as well; I am mentally draining and I wanted to get out. What should I do? I can't give up the house construction we've been waiting for that all our life but this job opportunity might only come once, I don't know what to think or do and that stresses follows.