I suffered severe depression, Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attack and also I’m Suicidal. I had been suffering that for almost 8 years. In 2016, all that became worst. I cried like crazy, out of nowhere I will cry till at some point I can’t take it anymore and I almost hurt myself. Psychical pain is better than what I felt inside of me. My fear all heightened up. I’m scared of this I’m scared f that till some extend I did not go out from my room. I stayed inside the room all day. I suffered. I went for counselling and the counsellor refered me to hospital and hospital refer me to psychiatric. I went there and the psychiatrist said ‘you have to control your thoughts, you don’t have to overthink’. I was very angry. If I know how to control myself I wouldn’t be suffering like this. I wouldn’t had come to a psychiatrist. That’s when I know no one can help me beside God.
So end 2017 I was saved. Jesus Himself save me. And the moment I believe in Him, by God’s grace and mercy all my depression, Anxiety Disorder, Panic Attack and Suicidal thoughts gone. God bear witness. Till today 7th February 2019, I have not felt any severe panic attack or anxiety. All I feel is Peace in me. Yes light fear and panic is still with me because ive suffered a lot of trauma. So now im working with God on settling my mental illness once and for all. And thank God im getting better each day..
How do I do it?
Keep God close to me and pray everyday and read the Bible. Walk with God and He will mend all the broken pieces. Trust me.. Im a living testimony and proof. Because of Jesus im still here strong today. If not I would have commit suicide. When everybody said I have to embrace this anxiety and live with me and when I embrace it, it will become easier and all but I don’t buy it. Because we live in a modern world and all we can do is embrace this mental illness which almost destroyed my life?
just imagine im scared to go to work, im scared to go anywhere new and many more..
So thank God now I am free from these mental illnesses. And I know all of you can be cured as well.