I don't know how to go about how I am feeling, I haven't been to the doctors as yet but my partner keeps pushing me to go.
Basically I lost my job last week and since I have been extremely depressed about money and my health and wellbeing . I try my best not to worry but it's always in my mind this worry. I luckily have a new job I can start in April.
I've sat in since losing my job feeling sorry for myself and my mother in law said to me 'you need to get a life' basically this hasn't made me feel at all any better when I have no money to live a luxury life like them.
I felt this morning I wanted to die basically because I'm constantly worried, I need some help and or reaccurance.