Needing some help tonight 😞

[2sara1]

I’m feeling really low today, overthinking everything and I’m really anxious. My temper is short and I feel like I don’t care about what I do or say to people. We’ve just purchased a house, which needs a lot more work than we thought. I’m massively regretting it. This a long with starting a new job and not knowing what the hell im doing is making me feel like I’m losing my mind. We’re living at my boyfriends parents at the moment and I feel like the thought of moving back here scared me that much that I felt like I had to buy a house immediately to stop the anxiety of everything because I knew we’d be ‘out soon’ when it hasn’t worked out like that at all. I miss myself, I know that sounds silly but I miss my own space my own house my own time to do what I want and not be pestered. My boyfriend is really relaxed and he’s saying we should sell the house we have just bought and buy something newer which is fine but we’ll lose money. He says happiness is worth more than money and well sort ourselves out in the end it just might be hard for a bit. I’ve probably said many a time on here that I work A LOT like 70 odd hours a week. And to have to get home every night and do work on a house is just something I didn’t want but I felt like I had to do it. Essay over anyway, but I just feel like sitting and crying tonight

[Michael8072]

Hi 2sara1. It does sound like your going through a lot. It does t sound silly at all. Working all those hours I could understand wanting to come home to your own place and just chill for a bit and not deal with people.

Sounds like you and your bf have a nice decision to make about the house. I do agree with him on happines. Think that's very important! Deep breath. Hugs! Hope you can have a restful evening.

[captained49]

Try and slow down your thinking. Make a constant effort each time you catch yourself thinking about 2 many things to slow down .