Struggling with severe anxiety

[Strongest123]

Well here I go again. I’ve been diagnosed with severe depression that started about 3 years ago. I’ve been disabled for quite sometime. I currently see a Dr and as I type this I’m in his waiting room waiting to see him. I see him twice a week plus a nurse that writes my prescriptions every other week. The last few days have been horrible. The negative thinking is attacking my kind like never before. I do have OCD, I’ve had it since childhood. I tend to stress out easily and worry about the slightest things. Iam currently waiting to see a judge for my Social Security disability. I have a lawyer helping me with that. I was denied initially then again on the appeal. Just waiting to have the hearing is nerve racking I’ve been on so many meds but now I’m on Pristiq, and I also take Xanax as needed. I’ve been needing Xanax everyday for the last few days. Sometimes I feel like I’ve let my daughter down. She’s only 7 and she’s my world. I just feel so sad that her father is struggling with mental disease. I’ve always been a hard worker and so responsible with everything and I feel in a way that I’ve let her down. I love her so much I would give my life for her. Thank you. Samson

[Bunny2020]

I will pray for you.....