Realized something.....

[Illboy]

Whoa ! if i recall , if there is a word that i uave used the most , it is ANXIETY . Now i think of my childhood , man , never thought life will take such a turn , maybe this is reality and that time was delusions , fantasies etc . I cant remember the last time when i could say i was truly happy ......

[Illboy]

And there is something that prevents me from believing that anyone else understands what im going through , like i cant relate to anyoe