Hey everyone. ❤️
I think the last time I posted on here, I would say was 2 years ago. Wow. 🙈
So I thought of you all and this site earlier last week. This site really helped me When I felt at my Lowest and could not thank you enough.
As the weeks have gone on i could feel myself getting very tight chest pains, a lot more mood swings, very up and down and just not me. As the week went on, I became more and more low. Straight away panic sets in as I ultimately feel I'm Back in that place. A dark place again. I don't know why, again I feel guilty because i Shouldn't be feeling this way. I could cry all the time.
January this year, I was extremely lucky that whilst myself and my partner were in Australia, he got down on one knee and asked for me to marry him, Just amazing. I'm so very lucky to have him and I hate that right now I just feel like I'm pushing him away 😪. There's little things he does and it's driving me mad yet normally this does not bother me.
Earlier in the year we also rented one of our rooms out to a couple. The women is actually a friend of mine and we also. Went to. School together and I didn't know of her boyfriend. My other half Also work With her and we both felt we could and wanted to help them out. Initially I thought this was going to be great but little did I Know, it turned out horrendous. Her other half. Is so lazy, doesn't do Anything. And drives me mad. As us ladies do, we're house proud and like a tidy home (well,.. I do😂) Its caused wedges between me and my other half and with everything going on its just made me feel worse. Am I going insane?
I'm trying to finish my degree, sort my family Home, be there for friends who are in need of me, help my family with my poorly grandad, have a social life, work life, time. For my. Relationship and our dog... I want to rip my hair out.. I feel Like I'm Being suffocated...
HELP😪😪😪
Had a visitor today:-)
Coming down from such a high
It’s been a while!
