Hi everyone. I was wondering whether anyone else is or has ever suffered from similar problems to what I am right now. To give some context here, back in August of last year I started developing a very bad (to me anyway) case of eye floaters, mostly in my left eye, which basically resembled two or three giant eye-lashes or worms floating around bisecting my field of vision in that eye every time I made any sudden movements of that eye. Suffice to say, I was in a panic at first because I didn't know what was going on, so I went to my family doctor, who referred me to an ophthalmologist, who explained what exactly they were, albeit in probably the least reassuring way one can imagine; what he said was basically that it was my problem not his, and I'd just have to live with it.
Anyway, eventually I was referred to a second ophthalmologist who specializes in laser vitreolysis treatments, and ultimately he was able to improve that eye significantly (this was back in December). But unfortunately, it seems the damage to my psyche, for lack of a better term, was already done, as I seem to be hyper-aware of pretty much everything relating to my eyes and vision now. So now I'm constantly seeing blue entoptic phenomenon everywhere, little floaters, my brain keeps telling me that I'm losing my peripheral vision despite the fact that two optometrists have told me otherwise and the fact that when I'm looking straight ahead with moth arms outstretched to either side, both of my hands are still within my visual field.
In short, this whole episode has had a profound impact on my overall quality of life and state of mind. I was just wondering whether anyone else has gone through anything even remotely similar to this and can offer me some advice?
I've had anxiety about my vision for many years, like you I wonder about my peripheral vision but when I do the wiggly fingers test I can see them and my visual fields test came back fine. So what was it that caused your floaters that needed laser treatment, not retinal detachment or your vision would have been seriously affected? Was it to do with the vitreous becoming detached from the retina? This happens to almost everybody from the age of 60 onwards. When it happens it can be worrying (for about a week I could see a spiders web pattern) and there is a small risk of retinal detachment but usually the posterior vitreous detachment settles down and everything looks normal.
I've had health anxiety so long I can remember when it was called hyperchondria😊 and I can even remember when social anxiety was called shyness😂 but I don't have that.
But to answer your question, Fanghur, your worries about your vision have caused you high anxiety so you've become highly aware of unimportant little visual phenonena. So long as your opthalmologists are happy with your eyes you should be too.
By stressing and obsessing over your vision you can begin to generate fear and the fear hormone makes your nervous system over sensitised which in turn can cause you to worry much too much about your vision.
Just accept any minor visual defects and remember your opthalmologists have thoroughly examined your eyes and notwithstanding the laser treatment they say your eyes are fine.
Try not to obsess about your eyes, there's no need to pay so much attention to them as they sound like good healthy eyes which will serve you well.
Yeah, I know. I've never once tried to deny that the ways I tried to cope with them aren't exactly rational, but unfortunately it's just part of my personalit. But to answer your question, we don't know what exactly caused it; it wasn't a vitreous detachment or retina tear or anything like that, which still to this day makes me uneasy as I can't help wonder whether there might be something insidious at work. But no, the floater specialist said it was probably just because I'm very near-sighted, especially for my age (28).
I actually got absurdly lucky in a sense, because in all of Canada there's only maybe two or three ophthalmologists who are willing to actually treat floaters, and the most respected of them happens to work about 12 minutes from where I work. Quite frankly, I was absolutely disgusted when he informed me how dismissive the medical community largely is regarding this particular issue.