Don't want to be here.

[Need-hope]

My partner treats me and my children badly. All he cares about is his work even though it brings in barely any money. I've stood by him through everything. I feel dizzy everyday and no Dr knows why.

It's hard for me to just get through the day and he shouts at me for not cleaning the house even though I do just not as much as I use to because of this dizziness.

I go to my bed alone every night and cry. This dizziness is ruining my life and he puts me down.

I tried to take my own life 2 years ago and the police and ambulance were called.

I really don't think I can go on. I have no support and just feel like a burden. I can't enjoy my life with this dizziness and no one can find out what is wrong with me.

I pray to God every night to for help but it doesn't come.

[Dignacio]

Hi Sis😉 Call me Dee. I am really sorry for what is happening to you and ur kids. It was nice to hear that you seek help from our almighty GOD! The sad part from you was to loose hope. Girl,,, every time you ask help he listen and needs faith from you . Always think positive ok, remember you are a mother and they need you! That partner of yours needs understanding and maybe psychiatrist. Help is on the way and not to worry to much , just relax your mind and ignore him when you can because your the one will suffer the most.I can say all this thing cause I had been on your shoes . Get a walk at the park when your not dizzy and try to make an appointment to have your CBC test done and you’ll see it from there what is going on to you. I’m hoping everything will be ok . Continue praying , God Bless you

[jessiejakes]

Hi have you had your ears checked ? The reason I asked is I to have had dizziness / feeling like I'm walking on a moving ship.it was middle ear problems ( build up of fluid ) in inner ear.I was perscrided stugeron ( travel sickness tablets) they are brilliant and really help with dizziness.the only problem is when you first take them you will be so tired and keep falling asleep.so best take the first one at night as they take a few days before the drowsiness wares off.my doctor recommended 1 tablet three times a day first week then 1 tablet morning and one bedtime for a week then one tablet every night for a week.they cured me within a few days and I slept like a log every night.go get your ears checked out.hope you are feeling better soon,once you get the dizziness sorted out you will feel so much better and able to cope.

[Sunshine1968]

Seems like your are suffering from depression maybe the dizziness will go away if you treat ir. Also if you leave in an area where Lyme disease exist I suggest you get tested.

[lin62-65ze]

Have you seen your GP? You need to check your ears like JessieJacks suggested. You sound like you are home with the children, not working plus you do sound very depressed. Although I am no expert I do think this is down to your domestic situation. You are obviously very unhappy, it appears there is no love in your marriage and you and the children are suffering which is not good. What concerns me is you say you tried to commit suicide 2 years ago. You cannot continue in such circumstances as this is making you ill plus it is a bad environment for the children. Do you not have any family to go to for a break? Does your husband physically hurt you? Are your children at risk of violence? If the answer is yes you MUST leave, there are organisations which can help you, only then will you get better. If this is not the case and your husband just gets angry due to your depression and the fact the house is not cleaned to his satisfaction then you still have to see a professional who can help you. Please let me know how you get on, don't give up hope. Things WILL improve but you need to address the issues and take action. Try to be strong we ALL care about you xx

[Darryl Partner]

When you say that your husband treats you and your children badly, what do you mean, specifically? Also, how is your sleep...sometimes lack of sleep leads to dizziness.

[Need-hope]

My sleep is broken. I've had my ears checked by ent 3 times and tests come back fine but my ear feels stuffed.

He slapped me with a piece of clothing once. And pushed me against a cooker nearly 4 years ago. We are not married. I will not marry him.

I also have neck pain. Had 2 MRI's and came back clear.

It's so lovely to think people care about me because I feel very lonely xxx

[Lostjoy in reply to Need-hope]

Have you checked into seeing if there are any organizations near you that will help you get out of your current situation. My Sister went through a program to get away from her husband. She had 5 kids. That was years ago, and she never went back.

I agree that you sound very unhappy with your current situation.

As far as your dizziness, have you been checked for vertigo? It’s very common and easily fixed.

[Need-hope]

1 Dr said I had vertigo. But can't find the cause x