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[Hateanxiety]

Well it may not seem like a big deal to most but I ate some cream of chicken to night. Thank u god for the help.🙏

[Agora1]

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[Darryl Partner]

Well done

[Forestina]

Well done indeed. Wish I had your bravery. Please can you e mail me some. 😁

[Hateanxiety]

Forestina I don't feel brave at all. I struggle so much,I'm just trying to stop from getting sick and having to get a feeding tube. And I don't know if it is anxiety or not but I get this feeling like I'm not go the be here much longer.

[Jeff1943]

Hateanxiety, that feeling that you won't be here much longer is false, it is a trick that your tired nerves are playing on you just as they do in different ways on the rest of us.

All experience indicates that you will come through this very difficult phase of your life and enjoy freedom from anxiety and depression. You are being tested, we are all being tested, everybody in the world is being tested, that is why we are here. Not forever by still waters do we ask our way to be.

You thank God for His help in your success in eating some soup. He does not send you any task without also sending you the strength and the wisdom to overcome it. And overcome it you shall.

It doesn't matter that you don't feel like eating, eat anyway. It doesn't matter what you eat, eat anyway.

I can't remember what meds you are on, what therapy you are undergoing or what self-help books you are reading if any. But I hope that before long you will be saying to yourself: "Today is the first day of my recovery. Every day in every way I'm feeling better."

That day will come, I promise you.

[Hateanxiety]

Thank you Jeff1943 I'm trying my best,I'm just so afraid that my esophagus is narrowed and that I will go to swallow food and it will get stuck and choke me. I don't know for sure it will get stuck because when I was trying to eat soild food I would chew them until it was about water. I can go to a GI doctor to get a endoscope and find out because I have no insurance nor the money to pay for one. I'm so sick of it all.

[Agood1 in reply to Hateanxiety]

You just keep praying I know this is hard to deal with and I pray a lot to try to keep all the bad thoughts away I'll also be praying for you