I wake up feeling anxious.
I’m able to work and tackle issues there without too much of a problem but when alone I suffer huge amounts of anxiety.
I’m anxious about small decisions, decisions I made years ago that have been, dealt with, gone and up and coming issues.
I’m anxious about standing still although I feel I should stop and organise my life before pressing ahead with the next chapter but afraid of not fulfilling my perceived potential and taking up opportunities that arise right now.
I’m not on medication (I have previously) and would prefer not to go through those first couple of weeks of citalopram again.
I’m completely lost.