Help Ok so I thinking my think is really really bad ?

[caitsxxx1]

Ok so last year I had the best year but 2 years before that I had the gonna die “soon” feeling but then went on anti depressants and felt better for 2 years then came of them last yeAr and honestky was the best year ever I had the occasional anxiety but nothing bad I felt like a normal “person” just not fearing anything... and now most of use know that obviously I’m unwell again with the dread doom feelings!!! BUT WHAT IM MOST ANNOYED ABOUT IS MY THINKING AS I THINK BECAUSE I HAD SUCH A GOOD YEAR THAT WAS GOD LETTING ME LIVE THAT YEAR TO THE BEST AND MAKING ME FEEL NORMAL UNTILL NOW BEFORE I DIE? Is that weird? I always think the worst of every single thing I mean my dog could look at me weird and I’d think he knows I’m dying i feel I’m going crazy !!!!!!!

[Icanbeathis2016]

😊 oh my dear anxious person. I am merely responding to say you are not the only one thats has that thought process. Now the average person who does not live with anxiety like we do would probably say thats wierd. But i dont think it is wierd. With a cloud of fear hanging over most of our heads daily we result in thoughts just like that.

You tickle me when you said even the dog can look at you wierd and that makes you suspect you may be dying...not because i think its wierd but because i have those same thoughts. I bet mines thoughts are more outlandish. I get so bad that even when my daughter just decided to text me out the blue one day while i was at work she only text me and said, " hows your day going so far?". Man i immediately was thinking that was a sign that something bad is gonna happen. Or when my baby girl ask me how im feeling, she's only six, I automatically assumed its a sign that something bad is gonna happen to me.

Just a few of the many moments i wanted to share to let you know i understand your thoughts.

Its very annoying...Its harsh going day by day thinking you're gonna die any minute or anytime soon.

Wish you better days ahead...

[Lalakeyss]

You are definitely not the only person who has thought this, I have thought that if things were bad and then all of a sudden they are going good... this just mean my time is coming soon. It's a mind trick lover, it's not accurate or rational thinking. God wants us all to live our best lives. He takes us through situation and instances to make us stronger. Don't you worry.❤️

[CopingwithEx]

Not weird at all! I always feel like that or that if I don't do a certain thing something bad will happen to me or someone I love! Something as silly as not using a certain perfume or eating a certain thing! Makes you feel like you are losing your mind but you're not alone !

[caitsxxx1]

Thanks everyone for taking the time to reply to me with such great words!!! I’m glad to know that I’m not the only one with such thoughts 🙁!!! They may seem really stupid but to me there anything but to me they feel real lol!! Thanks for the reply’s I sincerely appreciate it and hope you all are doing well!! X

[KrissNique]

I've feel this way. Like when ppl check on me it freaks me out. When someone does something nice I think "they must know or sense something I'm not aware of" I can't even get excited about moving into a new place cause I feel like there is no point. All this really sucks. And I really want to stay away from meds . I really do. I have impending doom , depersonalization, panic and intrusive thoughts. soooooo yeah. I currently in therapy and praying a whole lot. Just trying to keep holding on to hope.