My soul is being sucked from my throat...HELP

[Jack-mullan]

Hello peeps..my first post, i took a lot of drugs in my teenage years and smoked a lot of weed, my early life wasnt easy either..so early on in my life i suffered from anxiety attacks, But the thing is i always knew it was just anxiety and it will pass and ill be sweet..so the years passed..i chilled out, Got my life on track met a girl, got married and had a kid, my kid has just been diagnosed with autism and im 26 now, the attacks are back..but this time its unlike anything ive ever experianced in my life, it started with severe chest pains...then my hands went numb, my legs went numb, i coudnt breath, my body was literaly vibrating, id just done a cliff jump recently so i automaticaly thought 'ive wreked myself' my hearts damaged and its failing, so i went to docs..got bloods done, got an ECG done..everything was normal..i thought its ok jack its anxiety u will beat it. The doc gave me beta blockers and i got on with it..after a week i thought ok im good its over..then the other night playing xbox BOOM another thing has started hapning, it felt like my soul was leaving my body..it started of with a weird pressure up the back of my head..like something was failing in the core of my brain..then a weird sensation began in my throat..as if there was a ball in it or something..my throat started to flutter then my whole body was consumed with this strange lurking feeling of pure terror, like please have mercy on my soul terror, the pressure on the back of head got intense the throat sensation got intense and my eyes started to close..i felt my soul leaving my body literaly through my throat..it felt like my nervous system was shuting down..just as i was passing out BOOM..i jolted up of the seat and my whole body was trembling with fear..i wept to my wife that my time was coming to an end..i still feel that im dien now..that my bloods not getting to my brain or something..as im typing this now i feel if lurking..just waiting to hit me..its the scariest thing thats ever hapind to me. I dont want to Die yet for my family..is anyone out there feeling like this? Is my brain shutting down? Is my heart giving up? Or am i just going nuts??

[Hidden]

Hello

Severe anxiety can give you all these symptoms , I do not think you are dying even though I know it can feel that way

Maybe you could just check in with the Doctor again and make sure the beta blockers are suiting you ? could be some of how you feel are side effects from them , worth asking

Also some Counselling could really help to get to the bottom of where you anxiety has triggered from this time

Lovely little boy you have there , I am sure with the right help and support you will be hear in years to come guiding him to be a wonderful caring man like you sound you are

Keep talking to others and get all the support you can

Take Care x

[Jack-mullan in reply to Hidden]

Thanks for reply and taking 2 mins to read about my shite lol. All the best x

[Melanie29]

This could be the medication, I was on it too and Im not joking I was feeling the same, I was thinkin suicidal thoughts n God knows what,it sent me nuts was awful, so I went back to the doctors and said this isn't right so I'm on a different medication that is right for me but I only take it when I need it. And I feel better then what I was, I still have my bad days, like today but I'll get a good nights sleep n hopefully I'll AV a better day tomorrow. Hope this as helped xx

[Jack-mullan in reply to Melanie29]

Thanks melanie can i ask what med they have givin you? X

[Melanie29 in reply to Jack-mullan]

I was on Promazine (think I've spelt it right) it's really good, and I only had to use it when I actually needed it not every day I'm not on it now I haven't been in it for 9 days now, it really did help me loads I hope ur feeling oK today xx

[Jack-mullan in reply to Melanie29]

I was in hospital all day sat, chest xray was fine, bloods were fine and ecg was fine..but even tho im being reassured a couple hours l8r my heart is pounding out my chest again, i went back to my gp he gave me a sick line to stay off work for 2 weeks and put me on sertraline..last night was hell..iv had 3 panic attacks through the night..my heart is just constantly racing at like 120-130 bpm..and i feel like im going to throw up all over the place..but i suppose thats the change in meds making me sick..its ruining my life to be honest with you melanie..iv always been a strong man and gotn over some crap in my life..i hate feeling like such a weakling and helpless, my mind is set on 'im gona die' and i cant shake it. Thanks for msg, hope all is well with you. X

[Alan_98]

I'm sorry to hear what going through, hang in there and don't be discouraged, you are going to be okay and you won't die, its just anxiety and tackle this day by day 😊

[Jack-mullan in reply to Alan_98]

Thanks alan.

[elijah1137]

I know I'm late to this post, but I specifically searched "feeling the soul in the throat" due to a similar experience.

It is a warning; a warning to us. Exactly how you described it is exactly as it is in the Quran. I won't get into much details to avoid prejudice ideologies. I'm not some cocooned Muslim, never really prayed much over the years. All of my ex girlfriends were cheerleader types and all Catholic. No one prays. Everyone around me is money hungry. I lived a "Hollywood" lifestyle that slowly diminished as I came to the realization that all this Jersey Shore bullshit was f**king stupid. Heck, my most recent "love interest" was a lingerie / swimsuit model. --- Do you know why I turned away from it all? This intense shit that happens during the night. The shadows. The paralysis. The ohms chanting from the sun worshipping Jinns that still exist today. The only single thing that has given me a logical explanation to it all is the Quran. Not some fundamentalist towel-head, camel-riding perspective. I don't mix culture with religion, nor people with religion. This stuff actually curbed it all, I can finally acknowledge what evil truly looks like...

Anyway, I had gotten involved with a witch... (generally just some moron who watches too much television and started playing with the occult). The Jinns smelled her out, they latched on and used her beautiful blue eyes to eat me alive from the inside. I would get these powerful dreams about her... and then things would manifest in the room at odd hours. One time the dark/shadow figure had hair the resembled snakes... she went right through the ceiling in a matter of seconds. You go to any psychologist or psychiatrist and them f**kers will tell you that you're schizo or straight up delusional. But those petty people are still living in a fabricated reality. To be truly awoken is to realize the unseen. Can you see a magnetic field? Infrared? X-rays? Gamma rays? F**k no. Over time we find ways to reveal it all. I don't believe in no idols, no images, no bullshit. You look at an Atom lately? Quantum theory? Anyone want to give an example as to what the "God" particle is? I can go on and on and on... the only thing that helps me truly harmonize the resonating frequencies of ALL the atoms, ALL matter around, is the sound of God's words. The very tone themselves. They hit what is referred to as "chakras" in Hinduism.

Rambling, rambling... but this soul in the throat thing was my biggest wake up call. Time to wake the f**k up bro, get close to God and protect yourself. The universe is ancient. Learn it's inner-workings.