Hello peeps..my first post, i took a lot of drugs in my teenage years and smoked a lot of weed, my early life wasnt easy either..so early on in my life i suffered from anxiety attacks, But the thing is i always knew it was just anxiety and it will pass and ill be sweet..so the years passed..i chilled out, Got my life on track met a girl, got married and had a kid, my kid has just been diagnosed with autism and im 26 now, the attacks are back..but this time its unlike anything ive ever experianced in my life, it started with severe chest pains...then my hands went numb, my legs went numb, i coudnt breath, my body was literaly vibrating, id just done a cliff jump recently so i automaticaly thought 'ive wreked myself' my hearts damaged and its failing, so i went to docs..got bloods done, got an ECG done..everything was normal..i thought its ok jack its anxiety u will beat it. The doc gave me beta blockers and i got on with it..after a week i thought ok im good its over..then the other night playing xbox BOOM another thing has started hapning, it felt like my soul was leaving my body..it started of with a weird pressure up the back of my head..like something was failing in the core of my brain..then a weird sensation began in my throat..as if there was a ball in it or something..my throat started to flutter then my whole body was consumed with this strange lurking feeling of pure terror, like please have mercy on my soul terror, the pressure on the back of head got intense the throat sensation got intense and my eyes started to close..i felt my soul leaving my body literaly through my throat..it felt like my nervous system was shuting down..just as i was passing out BOOM..i jolted up of the seat and my whole body was trembling with fear..i wept to my wife that my time was coming to an end..i still feel that im dien now..that my bloods not getting to my brain or something..as im typing this now i feel if lurking..just waiting to hit me..its the scariest thing thats ever hapind to me. I dont want to Die yet for my family..is anyone out there feeling like this? Is my brain shutting down? Is my heart giving up? Or am i just going nuts??