I am very thankful.

About a year ago my anxiety took a turn for the worst. I couldn't get out of bed, I wasn't eating, I was in and out of the ER thinking something was always wrong with me, had to quit my job, wouldn't leave the house or my bedroom for that matter. My world stopped. Anxiety came in and crippled me, took my life from me and my peace of mind. I remember laying in bed at night crying, wondering what went so wrong with my life. Finally I had enough and told myself that I would not live this way. I went and got help, went and talked to someone every week. Got on the proper medications. I look back on the days where I couldn't even get out of bed and it makes me sad. But I never gave up, even when I felt like my life gave up on me, I never did. I am so thankful that I can wake up now and enjoy my day. That I can go to work, and go to the gym, and do things that I love. I got my life back one day at a time. With the support of my Good friend April, and my boyfriend Mason. They helped me every single day. And I couldn't ever thank them enough. I look at life differently now. Anxiety is a terrible thing, but it has taught me a lot. I wake up everyday thankful for just waking up. I realize it could be much worse. It has taught me to love life, and to not take things for granted. To love myself, and the people that support me every single day. It has taught me not to carry hate around with me and to forgive people even If they are not sorry. It has taught me not to judge anyone, because you never know what they are going through. It has taught me to be happy and not bitter. I wouldn't wish anxiety on anyone, but in a way I am glad it happened to me. It opened my eyes, and made me realize that life is precious, that everyday is a gift. I am so thankful that I am better. And I am very thankful for my life, my family and friends. And my amazing boyfriend of 2 years, who stood by my side through it all. I am so happy that i found myself again. Feeling very thankful 😊

[Hidden]

Wow Rissa what an amazing Testimony. So happy that you are doing great. Yes anxiety is awful and it makes so many people miserable. We will stand strong and beat this. You're right everyday is precious and I too wake up every morning and give thanks to God for another day whether I'm feeling low or not. I know that in His timing He will see me through as He does getting me through day to day. Congrats to you, keep sharing

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Thank you. 😊 I have found peace with this, and I have never felt better. I still have my days for sure. But I am just so happy that I didn't give up. I am so happy that I am better. I hope you, and everyone struggling with this can one day find peace with it. It gets better!

[Icanbeathis2016]

Hello Rissa. Long time. I remember your name from post in the past. Glad to see a face with the name. Very beautiful post and am glad that things are looking bright for you. Most of all that you have peace again. I myself may have taken that word for granted as i am fighting for peace. Thank you for this enlightened post. It gives me hope that i can get through this again.

Best of days to you.😊

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You can get through this. You just really have to want it 😊 best wishes to you!

[Lalakeyss]

This is amazing!!! You go girl! I'm so happy you finally get to breath and live again!!!😆🤗

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Thank you 😊😊😊

[Vbee]

An awesome, happy, uplifting and positive story!! I hope that everyone on this forum reads this and gets hope and a heart squeeze from your words. I am so happy for you and also it's a lovely break from from all the doom and gloom posts!!! Hugs vb

[Hidden]

Thank you! Hope all is well 😊